world of my own

being me

2012-01-15T18:06:00.000-08:00

few students met me and said "ada orang tu famous"
they saw my what-on-earth-are-you-talking-about face and quickly replied "cuba tgk website kolej"
owh ini rupanya. haha. sure bring back all the memories of kakom :)

another side of the world

2012-01-14T18:07:00.000-08:00

sangat tidak best when you are all excited to watch a clip and suddenly youtube says this.
like where do you think i am from? NARNIA?

cause you've got that one thing.

2012-01-13T22:53:00.000-08:00

to that special you, cause you've got that one thing :)

Congrats boys!

2012-01-11T05:39:00.001-08:00

Its Golden Disks Award, recorded in Osaka. Popularity Award, MSN Japan Award, Bonsang Award and most importantly the grand Daesang Disk award! Huge night for them I must say!

Once an elf, always an elf. It's good to see them standing strong since 2005. Congratulations to the last men standing, the SUPERMEN :)

someone like you.

2012-01-10T22:52:00.000-08:00

ada student call me 'miss adele'. mungkin sebab dila and adele somehow sounds similar? people have been calling me adila, dila, dee, delia, deli, penguin *cerita lain* and now, im adding adele to the list :D
tiap-tiap kali pun, rasa macam nak reply "someone like youuuu" or even "we could have it allll, rolling in the deeepppp" haha
tapi tak pernah la lagi, nanti hilang imej sopan hehe. dan dengan student tak boleh nak jadi terlampau cool.
masih ingat what my lecturer told me back then
"the tricky part of teaching is being friendly, without actually being their friend"- Jim Moreland, 2010 :)
true indeed. im still learning.
kenapa macam rajin update? sebab dah install application in phone yang boleh terus update blog *owh tiba-tiba terasa macam seangkatan dengan Steve Jobs. haha over!

Whoever broke Adele's heart sure made her super rich!

Writing with a pen, sealed with a kiss!

2012-01-09T00:57:00.001-08:00

Kakak kat ofis was browsing thru my work when she said
'it wasn't you who wrote this right?'
'it's meeee! Why?'
'tulisan awak buruk. Ni macam lawa je sikit dari biasa haha'

Sampai hati tau. But yes, my handwriting is indeed ugly haha. Ada orang pernah cakap 'dah la besar, bulat. Makan space kertas haha.' terpaksa control and tulis slow-slow for it to look like this, but I'm proud for it to be turned out like this :) hehe so here comes my randomness in updating :D

twenty twelve!

2012-01-04T18:26:00.000-08:00

Quick update.
happee new year to all. may this year bring happiness & joy to you and your loved ones. and may this be a great start for many years to come!

well when i say quick, it really is. so cheers to 2012 and peace off.

*mengelakkan blog bersarang hehe*

wake me up when september ends..

2011-09-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

first day at work after two weeks of holiday equals to monday blues kuasa sepuluh. Lecturers pun mata kuyu, let alone the students. 100 plus dah jadi my best friend these past few days. Mood raya dah long gone sebab i think ive been listening too much of lagu raya, tapi mood nak cuti forever je ON! Mood nak bekerja, please come and find me real soon!
on a separate note, selamat hari raya & maaf zahir batin! :)

interview spp __

2011-08-16T00:25:00.000-07:00

i dont know what i've read. History, or anything related to that is really not my thing.
Semoga interviewer esok baik hati, tak tanya soalan banyak-banyak and semoga semuanya smooth sailing, for me and izzah....Amin.

this is how i feel right now! :(

Leonard: What would you be if you were attached to another object by an inclined plane, wrapped helically around an axis?
Sheldon: Screwed!

lalala~

2011-08-14T20:15:00.000-07:00

"i am one step behind, kan?"
"taklah"
"telling me i still have chance?"
"thats not i mean"
"then what?"
"that its always been him"

"Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed. So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road.."

puasa ke tak?

2011-08-08T00:18:00.000-07:00

Kelas pukul 10
Cikgu: Okey, faham?
Student: Fahammm
Cikgu: Ada soalan?
Student: *angkat tangan* Cikgu puasa tak?
Cikgu: Eh puasaaaaa. Kenapa?
Student: Tak lah, sebab cakap macam biasa-biasa time tak puasa dulu-dulu.
Cikgu: Hehe. Biasa la, saya sentiasa semangat when it comes to genetics :)

Kelas pukul 2
Teacher: So the difference between polygenes and multiple allele *tetiba suara jadi suara angsa*
Student: Kesiannya teacher. Bukak puasa la macam ni hehe
Teacher: *cakap dalam hati* Genetic pun dah tak mampu nak bersemangat kalau macam ni.

Kesimpulannya, drink plenty of water time berbuka and bersahur ye kawan-kawan :)
Note: Gelaran bertukar-tukar sebab ada student panggil cikgu, teacher, miss, cik--> suka hati diorang la asal bahagia huhu

the roommate transmogrification

2011-08-07T21:04:00.000-07:00

Penny: What do you mean 'new roommate'? What happened to Leonard?
Sheldon: Same thing that happened to 'Homo Erectus'. He was replaced by a superior species.
Raj: I'm the new homo in town.

exam maniac

2011-07-28T01:36:00.000-07:00

mid semester exam will be next week, thousandsssss *okay tipu, probably hundreds kot* of late comers ambush biology unit today.
"teacher, mintak number fon"
baru todayyyy nak mintak? selama ni tak bother pun nak study kan, kan?

semalam received call..
"boleh saya cakap dengan cik noor adila?"
"ye saya"
"saya daripada jabatan perkhidmatan masyarakat dan saya difahamkan.."
"nak tanya bio ke?"
"cikguuuuu...mana tau?"
"jabatan kebajikan tak kacau orang malam-malam hehe"
"hehe. lipid and carbohydrate bla bla bla..."

mode: baru lepas strained my vocal chords. rasa nak ketuk je sorang-sorang. cuba la mengaku awal-awal kalau tak faham *tsk tsk*

le tour de biology unit ^__^

2011-07-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

mari melawat biology unit yang sejuk. serious tak tipu. tahap kesejukan sungguh heaven bila baru lepas kelas & weather hot and spicy tapi rasa macam you are in north pole sampai rasa menyesal tak shipping portable heater balik malaysia when you are staying there for hours, which is most of the time. siap ada student datang and straight duduk depan meja.
when i asked "ye, nak tanya apa-apa?" they normally said "nak aircond jap teacher hehe".
yang tak bestnya, temperature tak boleh control and everytime kami ~~yang rendah lemak~~ *okay tipu* switched off one of the aircond, ada je yang akan turn on balik. dah la ada tiga aircond, it wouldnt hurt to switch off aircond tengah, which lies practically rite above my head.
and this is what i do

pakai glove dalam office *terpaksa beli glove baru sebab tak bawak balik gloves dulu-dulu* sniff sniff

pakai socks sebab tak tahan sejuk. ps: siap beli kerusi kecik nak rest kaki, bajet nak buat pedicure sebab ~~pendek, kaki tak sampai bawah hehe~~ it just plain comfy to be sitting like this!

kalau kerusi office macam ni kan best *confirm ramai yang tido time office hour :p*

and here goes my desk yang serabut- baru nampak macam busy kan *alasan hehe*

my working space in general.

till then, bye bye bye!

when my mouth works faster than the brain!

2011-07-05T00:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes, you just blurted out words without thinking kan. lepas tu baru you go, opssss!

case 1
tengah bagi direction ~~padehal diri sendiri selalu sesat~~ to some australian when dia cakap
"your english is very good"
without thinking i replied, "so do you" haha

case 2
tengah sembang dengan sorang kakak pasal raya and bila dia tanya balik raya kampung dekat mana dengan muka x bersalahnya cakap "malaysia". like wake up dila, its been a year already lol

case 3
student cakap "tulisan teacher x lawa". i quickly added "sebab orang dah lawa. kalau semua nak lawa nanti perfect sangat". self confidence super melampau kot haha.

cheers people! :)

its beeeennn foverer!

2011-06-28T19:50:00.000-07:00

tajuk says it all. its been like....a year already? Bukan tak nak update, tapi busyyyy *ok nampak sangat alasan, mana ada busy all year :P*
rupanya office tak block blogger. i thought since facebook, twitter kena block, so does blogger. turns out i was wrong all along! *sniff sniff budak kampung betul*

Time flies & people change. Rambut beckham pun tukar over time kan, kan? :P

i ended up in melaka, something yang tak pernah expect. always thought that, "time study diorang hantar jauh, agaknya time posting diorang letak dekat rumah". confident je nak dapat penang, padan muka sekali dapat melaka! haha :P
-i am no longer a student, tapi working ~~lady~~ girl already. ok, perasan muda penting untuk kesihatan!
-i finally bought a car, sbb life kat melaka ni susah kalau takde transport. pink myvi it is. always thought i would ended up with white car dari zaman kanak-kanak tapi inilah solid proof of divine intervention. tetiba keluar myvi pink, terus fall in love :)
-semakin insaf bershopping. Dulu like twice a week kot haha! oh, i feel so grown up!
-i removed songs from my blog. dengar lagu best but sometimes when im reading thru people's blog & bila semua letak lagu- everything is overlapping and it annoys me. sooo prihatin kan saya :P
-and im happier day by day, thanks to YOU! yes, you! :)

bye bye & annyong till then. bila office tak block, mungkin i am rajin enuf to write. maybe...

escaping?

2010-05-19T09:42:00.000-07:00

No matter what language, i am naturally not a good speller...
spelling a friend's name shouldnt be the case but this is my way of escaping :p

countdown maybe?

2010-05-10T13:38:00.000-07:00

if they approved my flight ticket, ill be back home for good, exactly one month from now!
happy as sad? let the countdown begins....

back in track :P

2010-04-30T14:15:00.000-07:00

hello hello im back ^^ sorry about my absence, sometimes u just dont have enuf energy to create a new post :p
im still alive alhamdulillah, safe and sound :)

surprisingly, i think my korean addiction has been fluctuating lately, and stays down a bit longer than usual- possibly because of d uprising of too many girlgroups, not that im complaining as they owned kpop chart in the past few weeks n monopolized my personal playlist :p remember i used to say i hate kara? well, i take back my words. i LOVE the girls these days.
they really stole the spotlight this time. way to go girls :)

or probably because of naval ship tragedy in korea, lotsa shows were cancelled for a month- leaving me with almost nothing to watch. condolence to the navy's family. my heart goes with them.. :(

and thank you 2pm, for coming back on music back today n making my days colorful & full of smile :p
and dear stylist, do u have to let the boys wore hairband? okay, maybe hairband wasnt too bad but hairclip on taec? & dye khunnie's hair back to original pls. he just doesnt give off the blond vibe. and dun let them tuck in their shirts- thats not even close to formal wear! and i hope they'll be no more stripping, some fans would appreciate if u guys keep ur shirts on :) sekian komen pengkritik :p
i may not 'like' them at certain point because of the whole jaebum & 7-1 incident but sometimes, u tend to forgive & forget..
love love junsu's voice - im gonna be okayyy, ill be okayyyy :)

n sekian sahaja update kali ini :p ill be updating more before going back, at least i have some written proof to remind me of being here... :)
till then..bye bye!

mixed stuff

2010-02-03T07:07:00.000-08:00

happy 22nd to my kyu :p
and here goes my royal fangirling again
moga anda sentiasa hepi and gembira selalu
guess where he is on his bday? SEoul music award, and they managed to sweep 3 awards- sgt well deserved, they owned 2009 ^-^

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whenever saya berblog, it always got something to do with my korean addicts kan. so here goes something about me this time :p
semalam ada school observation to 6th form college
im enjoying every bits apart from journey yang kena naik bukit2 *and tragedi di richmond of course*
ada satu biology kelas tu, student dia pernah duduk malaysia for few months. so i asked
"do u know understand malay then?" *dgn muka cuak tgk nadiah, mana tau kitorang cakap apa2 pasal dia before tu kan*
"couple of words- selamat datang, ikut curry, ikut khanan" *senyum balik tgk nadiah, legaa* hehe

budak tu macam sgt eager nak menolong kami. time buat praktikal, dia ambikkan extra microscope, slide and worksheet for us. mula2 nak cakap 'im here to observe' tapi dah ada stuff nak buat, i might as well buat je kan. so kami pun buat la.
dia suruh kitorang try focus guna microscope and we did la kan. pastu dia tgk slide kitorang and cakap,
"that looks great. u know how to do it" *senyum lagi tgk nadiah*
"so is this ur first day?"
"we are only here for a day anyway.."
"how long have u been here for?"
"almost 4 years. i did my degree in here tho" *i know i almost won. grin*
so here comes the next one
"degree? owh what did u do ur degree on?"
"biology" *pastu pandang nadiah n kami senyum sampai telinga*

so we do know how to use microscope dear... * ayat dalam hati* hehe
and thanks for being really helpful, saya suka kanak2 sekolah ni :)

tapi knowledge-wise, saya sudah lupa banyak term2 biology. owh my bio...

13elieving...

2010-01-25T14:50:00.000-08:00

he barely did that so when he cries, u know it means something
pls stop crying..and stay as one..
because deep inside im forever elf..

Because E.L.F exist, Super Junior is Eternal - heenim
We are Super Junior because there’s all 13 of us. We have to be 13 to be Super Junior and to be on stage; it’s not a team where a member is bad or good, but we shine the best when all 13 of us are together - kangin

will you wait for me please? make it june!

2010-01-13T11:22:00.000-08:00

i wont be singing "i dont care eh eh eh eh eh" because i do care!
they are coming down to msia!!!
but the sad part is IM NOT EVEN THERE!
duh~ super junior, i know u guys will be singing "sorry sorry" especially for me then *here goes my fangirl fantasy*
take note malaysian! mark ur planner, make urself free on march 20th!
kyuhyunnnn...i know u will be missing me lol
to norfy, jojo, mulan unnie, u guys def have to GO. and this is an order. hehe

Kyu making a sorry sorry speech for me. hehe :p
ok, you have been forgiven :)

a better tomoro

2010-01-04T13:10:00.000-08:00

tetiba in the mood of writing something
hope its not too late to wish all of u *ayat macam orang famous hehe* 'happy new year'
2009 was undoubtedly one of the busiest year for me
the first half of 2009 was average and the latter part was full of ups and downs
health-wise- everyone is healthy, which is great :)

major highlights of 2009 in my life
* super junior comeback
* roddick n fedex wembly finals :p
* swine flu
* ive graduated and mak + bapak were here!
* the beginning of pgce
* kakak was here!

bye bye 2009, ull be missed!

and hello to the new beginning! have a great yr ahead everyone!
ps: i didnt write about new yr resolutions? i never actually have one anyway. lets just hope we become a better person xxx

then sing, young hearts that are full of cheer, with never a thought of sorrow, the old goes out,
but the glad young year comes merrily in tomorrow....

eid mubarak with love

2009-11-27T10:32:00.000-08:00

selamat hari raya haji everyone. maaf zahir batin. semoga pengorbanan kita semua bermakna & tak sia-sia :) juga kepada lembu-lembu yang berkorban tahun ini, selamat hari raya ^^

forgiveness is the ultimate sacrifice

smile :)

2009-11-13T11:00:00.000-08:00

i hate to write when i am emotionally hurt, sebabnya- saya akan menjadi super transparent.

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me...

lee dila?

2009-10-17T15:31:00.000-07:00

the girls said that im like lee hyori (i dunno in what sense)
she aged backwards, cool, pretty, bring a whole lot to the table in everything she did
SO....
lets take it as they mean it in a good way hehe *im so perasan*
2 posts for today- im getting ready for 6000 words assignment (as if) hehe

random thought

2009-10-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

hormon tidak stabilkah? probably..
tapi series they make it look good, feel good
not even my style kalau ikutkan; lg, too long and its black. when it comes to gadget, white has always been my top priority
tapi ini...haish
dem u snsd, u make me wanna the new lg chocolate..and my blackberry is just one month old
here comes me and my new addiction. tapi saya sayang kamu blackberry. hehe ;p

happy birthday pak incik

2009-10-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

hari ni burfday bapakku yang cool

happy 60th birthday incik. moga panjang umo n betambah rezki, AMINNNN ツ
i ♥ u pak incik ;)
masa call bapak tadi, terkejut dgr caller ringtone
have no idea lagu apa tapi it goes like 'aku bukan superman' or someting like that. lagu baru kot. as always, ni kerja incik nanot la kan ;p
semalam kak no gg dapat baby baru. baby boy lagi. hehe. lepas ni boleh buat team bola la ;p. kalau tunggu lagi sehari, dah sama birthday ngan bapak ♫♫
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internet seriously sgt lambat. I mean SUPER lambat kot . took forever nak load satu part cerita korea :(

'tell me if u watch some nice and funny korean movies'
'u are korean, u should know more'
'well, turns out not. haha'

ps: mungkin saya terlalu banyak tgk korea. i probably should stop (like i would). haha. i wish i could stop this addiction..someday..maybe...

A daughter may outgrow your lap, but she will never outgrow your heart...

return of the dila ;)

2009-10-07T06:17:00.000-07:00

and im back!!! ;) macamlah orang kisah kan. tapi suka hati la nak tulis apa dekat blog sendiri kan, kan?
dah dapat internet, tapi connection agak *on off on off*. di saat nak mengqada cerita korea..owh :(
semalam- keluar rumah 645 am, berlari2 tukar tube/train, masuk kelas keluar kelas, habis sekolah, makan kat msd, tukar tube/train lagi, balik rumah.
i think i had a LONGGG day semalam. so bila penat, a good UNINTERRUPTED slepp couldnt be better kan. the very next day bila cleaner datang pkl 8am, it just plain annoying. terima kasihla makcik/kakak cleaner tapi saya penat :(
on the bright side, bilik saya sudah kemas ;)

everytime pegi msd, mesti org kantin tu tanya
"adik baru datang uk ke?"
"tak pernah nampak pun. budak baru?"
"mesti baru sampai uk kan?"

and everytime pun, my answer would be
"x la. saya study birmingham, so jarang datang sini"
semalam, bila soalan ala2 sama ditanya tiba2 terjawab
"dah lama jugak. agaknya muka saya x famous kot. hehe".

ps: walaupun dah ramai org tau, nak gtau jugak ;)
ive got 3 korean housemates ^^. till then, anyyong everyone! ;)

congrats^^

2009-06-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

looks like semua org pun dah dapat result
baru dapat degree classification so far, x dapat full result lagi
it wont come out till 23rd, i guess it took longer nak mark essay yang berjela2 ;)
hats off & congratulations to all of us! ^^

When you leave here, don't forget why you came...

tentang alisya ;)

2009-06-13T10:14:00.000-07:00

dah berzaman x update
i thought lepas exam x sibuk n blog akan di'update' hari2, tapi nampaknya it doesnt turns out as planned ;p
lepas exam, busy cleaning, packing, qada tido, feeding my korean addict, and nuff said M.A.L.A.S full stop.
smalam ym ngan kakak, mcm biasa gosip hal2 semasa. lepas tu masuk bab alisya. this little chicken slalu buat something yang buat org nak gelak :D

case 1
kakak: smalam alisya tanya tok dia, "kenapa org panggil tok bee. nama betul tok apa?"
me: lepas tu
kakak: lepas tu mak chaq cakap "katijah bee". dia ambik marker pen, nak tulis 'KATIJAH BEE' depan pintu. dia kata, "senang, nanti orang tau ni rumah tok"
me: mak chaq bagi?
kakak: mana ada. mak chaq kata "tak payahhhh"

case 2
dia tgh tgk cerita indon, dalam cerita tu ada sorang budak mintak 500000 nak beli kasut. terus dia cakap "tengok budak tu, mak dia kasi ratus2 ribu. adik nak p sekolah mak bagi seringgit ja. abang dapat 3 ringgit" ;p statement yang sungguh x puas hati ^^

case 3
dia ajar fatihah(sebaya dgn dia) nak mengeja. pastu dia cakap "fatihah ni boleh, cuma lambat sikit ja"

case 4
tetiba teringat masa balik summer haritu, jalan2 g gurney ngan dia nak beli baju raya. sekali dia tanya "kak ila, adik ada 3 ringgit. kita boleh beli apa ni?" abah dia dgr, trus cakap "adik bayar duit parking la" lol. merajuk dia hari tu ;)

sgt comel la ini budak ;) si kerinting yang menghiburkan hati

lil bit here and there

2009-05-14T03:38:00.000-07:00

am having couple of days break from exam* whops whops*. if u ask me how well ive think ive done, i simply dunno. when sometimes u think u did well but heck, ur marks doesnt blend well with ur thought. so enuf about exam, am just giving my best shot and hopefully, it turns out well
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walking back home after exam yesterday, a boy was running towards me and stop.
matt : hello im mathew. im five years old. how old are u?
me: *confused* me?
matt: yes u
me: 20 (sah2 penipu. hehe)
matt: urh, okay then.
me: huh?

dat lil boy is a reporter wannabe i guess
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just read norfy entry bout adam. so effin sweet. i dun even know bout that. thanks hun ^^ *hugs*
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moving on, this is from seoulbeats. feels like answering it here instead
01) Current favorite song/song on repeat:
-davichi sad promise & my man. i sorta love their music these days. th

-2pm again & again. junho part reminds me of dambi's crazy. much better than 10 out of 10 where they keep flipping around.

-taylor ware with her crazy yodelling. love judges reaction ;)

02) Girl crush?
its a tie between kara's nicole and taengoo. im straight, but nicole is an adorable genius n taeng dorky way always made my day

03) Boy crush?
too many but if i have to narrow down, ill come up with these two purfecttt guys

my kyu. he just need to smile to blown me away. lol. his sweet and soothing voice touched the soul

eric mun. my all time favourite dangyunhaji battle. he really couldnt take compliments and dongwan totally knocks down eric in this game. i love all shinhwa n suju boys to be honest ^^

04) Awaiting… suju "its you" performance and kibum participation. love its you. keep playing the song in my head

05) Currently watching
-family outing
-cinderella man

06) Listening the hell out of…
suju- is there anyone like me and she's gone. these songs never gets old.

tei-gohae. he got an ama-jing voice but somehow being underrated. mc yoo n hodong over reactions are hillarous. lol

07) Really could not care less for: kara, sometimes. contradict with the second question. ^^

longgg entry. bubye guys. gudluck with remaining papers.

happy birthday!

2009-05-07T13:47:00.000-07:00

happy 16th birthday to my only adik, nanot
have a blast one
semoga ampa hepi n blajar rajin2. dgr cakap mak + bapak
sorri x post card lagi. super bizi, mintak maaf adikku

and wishes everyone best of luck! semoga kita semua dapat score exam kali ni, aminnn! ;)

sindrom exam

2009-04-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

macam2 sindrom ada.

CASE #1 - kekurangan kasih sayang. haha
aku: lama x melawat bilik awak.
housemet 1: tula, sekarang semua bizi. awak pon dah x sayang saya kan?
aku: eh?
housemet 1: hehehe

CASE #2- cakap merepek
tgh buat keja, tetiba ada org ketuk bilik
housemet 2: saya nak g sainsbury, nak pesan apa2?
aku: eh? kan kita baru pegi semalam. nak pegi lagi?
housemet 2: tula pasal. hari2 nak pegi sainsbury. kurang ajar betul
aku: (dgn muka konfius) kenapa pegi sainsbury hari2 kurang ajar?
housemet 2: eh, silap2. nak cakap x sedar diri sebenanya.
aku: hehe

CASE #3- tidak focus
semalam aku switch on suis kettle, pastu letak lipton dalam mug.
lepas 5 minit, turun lagi n terus letak air dalam mug. pastu macam pelik
rupanya, x masak pun air. on suis rice cooker rupanya. aduh~ hehe

CASE #4- malas stadi
housemet 3: tgh buat apa tadi?
aku: berehat2, tgk korea
housemet 3: sama la. asyik tgk cerita p ramlee ja. bila masa nak start stadi entah
aku: betul2. pastu tiap2 sebelum tido beria janji nak stadi esok. kan2?
housemet 3: agak ah. siap nak start pkl 8 tiap2 hari. tapi x jadi2 pun
aku: haha. aku lagi kronik. tiap2 hari nak start pkl 6. perasan je lebih

CASE #5- dok sibuk baca blog orang even nak exam. dah, pi stadi semua! hehe

hari hari tanpa goo jun pyo

2009-04-06T14:33:00.000-07:00

nama saya noor adila. kawan2 panggil saya dila. tapi saya suka eja nama saya "diela". bapak tanya kenapa letak "e". saya cakap sebab bapak x letak "e" dekat nama saya, tapi nama kakak2 saya ada "e", "muniEra" dan "haniE". dalam family, kakak2 saya adelah esah1 dan esah2 sempena mengenang watak esah 50sen. saya pon letak nama saya esah3. tapi kakak saya cakap yuyun lebih sesuai dgn saya, sempena mengenang yuyun dalam cerita hikmah.
apakah yang saya merepek ni?

hari2 isnin n selasa saya selalu dipenuhi dgn cerita boys before flowers lately. tapi sejak cerita tu dah habis selasa lepas, saya menjadi sungguh boring hari ni. owh, penangan f4. ;)
saya rindu goo jun pyo. n saya rindu the "yo" guy, even dia adalah f4 paling tidak glemer sekali. di sini saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada skuad subbing cerita ini. anda2 mmg membuat kerja dng sgt pantas sekali. *hugs*

saya telah menghantar final report saya setebal 50 helai. *finger crossed*
saya nak exam lagi 35 hari. saya rasa sungguh malas nak baca journal2 yang sungguh banyak itu.
saya ingin mengucapkan selamat belajar kepada semua kawan2 saya.
oleh itu, mari kita melayan lagu "shabang2" - by my kyu ;P *oh, kenapakah suara anda sungguh sedap*

i should bear with it, endure in silence, for that day's sake...

happy 28th anniversary

2009-03-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

n again, i repeated d same mistake
after bday zaini, terlupa smalam is march 21st, mak n bapak 28th anny
teringat semalam when d clock strike 5, n i wouldnt bother to call sbb kat msia da pkl 1pg
kol tadi. "happy beseri incik". "happy beseri mak"
mak cakap "xpa, kak ila org 1st wish la. kad da sampai awal."
hehe. nasib baik kad sampai 2 weeks before (gila awal kot)
happy 28th anny mak n bapak
mak kata mak msg bapak cakap harini anny
bapak terus g jumpa mak cakap "owh, harini eh". haha
bapak mmg camtu, pernah sekali tu mak cakap harini anny, dia g ambik something dari kereta
rupanya apron color hijau. bukak sekali ada tulis "petronas". hehe
walaupun bapak ala2 kayu, tapi he's the coolest one
x pernah marah ;p. tapi bapak sgt sayang mak
pernah sekali tu, tgk bola ngan bapak.
sekali mak datang. masa tu barthez keeper MU. mak pun cakap "comelnya si keeper ni. botak"
sekali bila mak g buat keja, cepat2 bapak tanya "comel ke dia kak ila?"
lol. mak sungguh gembira dgr cita ni ;p
mak pulak ala2 sensitif, n sgt caring
siap berpantun2, sungguh bersastera
despite the diff, they complement each other
moga kita sekeluarga panjang umo n bertambah rezki
n happy selalu. amin

SORRY, SORRY!

2009-03-15T12:06:00.000-07:00

note #1 - SORRY, SORRY! is album title for suju 3rd album
suju comeback was jumaat lepas. n i was like, friday 13th?
luckily, nothing went wrong ;) saya tidaklah percaya cuma hari tu, my experiment went completely wrong on friday 13th. hehe
was super excited that day. lepas lab, terus g lc ( xreti nak balik rumah) nak tgk perf diorang
lupa pulak nak bawak earphone. thanx to nad, i was able to tepuk tangan sorang2 dalam lc
nad was like "simple things surely can make u excited kan" *anguk2*
the perf on music bank was great, but i hate those flashing lights. sakit mata pls
then semalam pny perf on music core best tapi again, im so annoyed with the flashing lights
thanks to cam director on inkigayo today, great job. da x de lampu2 yang menyakitkan mata
n they r frickin awesome, as always ^^
love donghae part ;) my kyu is all star
min looks scary tho (norfy is so gonna kill me. hehe)
hannie haircut is abit funny ;) hehe

note #2 - suju is a 13 member group
masa i told kak no, she was like "kalah rabbani tue"
haha. ^^

note 3#- thanks to omics test on thursday, i forgot about zaini bday. SORRY, SORRY zaini. happy belated birthday cik zaini, my gud listener ;) moga panjang umo n betambah rezki. went out nak beli hadiah for her. beria nak cari benda lain selain buku. 4 jam pusing bullring, i gave up. straightaway msk borders n it took me 10 min. duh~ glad she like it ^^

note 4#- labs da abis on friday ;) tapi i will be super busy this coming 2 weeks for my 8000 words write up.

ni pic masa lunch aritu. hassan kata "u sure eat aloads for a girl" terima kasih pakcik. take that as compliment ^^ haha

5#- saya tatau nak tulis apa. sekian, terima kaseh ;P

from birmingham to london

2009-02-28T12:21:00.000-08:00

its been a while, da bersarang2 blog
busy sungguh lately. been in lab every single day from 9
harini pkl 8 terkejut. "ala, lambat nak g lab" duh, its weekend rupanya
rabu lepas g london, pcge punya pasal
ponteng grup discussion & lab :p
lama x jumpa budak2 surrey. ;) heppi sungguh even kejap
memula nak stay overnite kat surrey, tapi lambat beli tiket punya pasal. padan muka. hehe
here are some pics

dalam & luar train ngan cik vee

with cik selendang merah n cik mafela kotak2 ;)

pastu smalam, jalan2 kat uni
ada sorang kasi belon ;) yeay~
terima kasih kakak cantik
hehe. bawak masuk lab, minchin yang dok main2
haish la lecturer ku sorang ;)
comel kan belon saya. hehe

dan semoga bacteria2 yang saya spread membesar dgn sehat ;)

semoga anda tabah....

2009-02-09T12:22:00.000-08:00

couple of days back, rasa pelik bila tgk eda join friendster. lepas tu facebook pulak
budak ni da x de keje ke. before ni pny la suruh dia register fs or fb, beria malas.
dia cakap apa2 ym kan senang
n bila tgk comment2 org, semua suruh dia saba
wonder jugak apa jadi
lately mmg jarang on9, bizi ngan keja2 final sem
last2 ana gtau...AZRUL DA X DE
n i was like...................speechless dpn laptop
tengku nur saadah...my bestfriend masa ka mashoor dulu
teringat masa dulu....
berpoya2 lepas kawad
pura2 ada meeting bila time bm sbb kami x suka cikgu .......
cikgu bm tu slalu cakap, bila saya masuk klas ni "cerah je kelas" which means x de org. hehe
dulu2 i was crazy about beckham, bila ayah dia g ot kat london
dapat jersey beckham ;)
kami sama2 gila vitagen
waktu rehat, mesti sama2
she helps me handle uniform krs n stuff
n i was pembantu koop bcoz of her
bila time exam, ranking kami pon x jauh beza even dia slalu better than me
she'll always be there
tapi bila dia sedih.. i was stuck here
x leh buat apa2 selain doa
sgt sedey...sorry eda
naz pon ym smalam..naz cakap "aku rasa macam nak fly balik weh"
i feel d same...
glad ada ana temankan eda...
thanks ana, u r truly a great friend

thanks...4 being there for her
semoga eda tabah n stay strong
my prayer will always be with u
n sorry...
alfatihah buat arwah azrul.....

tablo awesome-ness

2009-02-06T15:14:00.000-08:00

ok, not so much into rapping but here comes the lyrical genius ;)
ok, the fact that he's korean and its in english makes my jaw dropped
Equipped with an English Literature degree from Stanford, might be the reason why
ni contoh typical english org korea (silly but nothing cud stop me from loving em)

and here comes tablo, one of the best korean rapper

apart from swearing parts, im loving it
"I got an ass for brains so even when I take a shit, I'm droppin' knowledge." lol at that
and the ending was epic
"i'm presidential when I flow, yo it ain't hard to tell, I 'BA-ROCK' the show, 'O BA MA'self (all by myself)."

terima kaseh ;)

2009-01-26T10:03:00.000-08:00

semalam, tgh berehat2 dalam bilik, tetiba pintu terbukak
"kakak....hehe" pusing belakang, rupanya annisa yang comel

kak nurul datang melawat, and as always byk la cerita2 menarik
kali ni banyak ckp pasal hantu, which makes me nak lari bilik aja masa nak tido malam tu
----
tadi fon rumah
tapi couldnt get thru pon
tetiba operator cakap "no yang anda dial telah ditamatkan perkhidmatan"
n i was like huh?
try lagi, last2 bapak angkat fon..rupanya bapak pon demam ;(
get well soon ye incik

n special thanks to :
-org2 yang melawat and bawak yazoo n buah2 ;)
-org2 rumah yang masak ;)
-kosmet yang fon tanya khabar n nak datang kalau x de org jaga ;)
-org yang buatkan saya tiramisu ;)

i am a boring person

2009-01-23T12:43:00.000-08:00

n di masa x sihat pon mengada nak buat jugak..sbb mcm best ;)
'i am a boring person if you know that....'

1# x suka anything yang related to rock. from ripped jeans to heavy metal music. its a total no for me.
kalau hip hop, pop boleh lagi tapi when it comes to rock, my ears keep rejecting em

2# saya seorang yang skema? baru baca entry ain pasal budak sains selalunya skema. hehe
cuma when it comes to study, i try not to ponteng kelas sbb sy bukan seorang yang rajin untuk stadi sendiri

3# im a korean freak. masa mula2, dgr lagu korea sbb at least x faham maksud n make it harder for me to sing along bila nak buat keja. tapi lama2, my love grows deeper. hehe. "kenapa mesti korea? kenapa x jepun?" someone tanya soalan ni before. "sbb korea cam comel. jepun kasar la bahasa dia" n my friend reply "mana ada. aku suka tau jepun. korea gedik la." ambik sebijik dia bagi. hehe.

dah la sikit2. actually ada banyak lagi.
enuf said, im a boring person. <3

and happy new year for those yang celebrate^^
and happy birthday norfy! ^^

and the final semester begins....

2009-01-14T10:50:00.000-08:00

dah 3 hari pun start final sem.

#1-sangat susah nak bangun pagi esp bila kelas pkl9. duh, bila cuti da terselalu sgt lambat tido n bangun pun..er..lambat la kan. sylvia pon cakap dia terpaksa kunci jam, letak jauh2. rupanya im not d only one. hehe. thanks to dr ride yang sungguh considerate, dia tukar almost semua kelas pukul 9 to 9.30. ^__^ owh, sugguh saya suka~

2#-almost sebulan x bukak buku, otak pon sungguh 'cepat' pick up dalam kelas. tambah2 bila ride mengeluarkan statement 'u probably havent heard about any of bacteria listed here. just pick watever u like n prepare slide presentation'. laju je nak tanya nak cover bacteria infection generally ke, human ke, apa before suddenly realize yang itu module pokok sebenarnya. kalau x, malu ja. haha

3#-balik kelas, melampau2 penatnya. tambah dgn kepeningan kepala. package all in one la kiranya. n again, rupanya im not d only one. semua pon lembik macam jeli. lemau je nampak semua. hehe

#4-ni da final sem. hoping to manage time bebaik. x buang masa tgk korea banyak sgt. n dapat score final ni. amin

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dah dapat tajuk project. gembira betul buat dgn kosmet yang kenal. hassan, emma, chris- may we form a good team ye. n tajuk literature review -NF-kappa B- moga dapat buat bebaik.
ps: im still at uni rite now. rajinkan saya. ;p
tapi tgk la buat apa. hehe
till then, byebye^^

random

2009-01-07T05:57:00.000-08:00

taeyeon join wgm. yeay for that but pair up with hyungdon?
kinda hope she'll be with kangin tapi kangin is happily married now. haha
dondon is so gonna die if he treats taengoo the way he did to saori. hehe

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saya geram. saya sedih. a complete version of sakit hati
tenangkan hatiku ya Allah. moga siap keja cepat so that i cud unwind cepat2
nak jalan2 kat city. jalan2 tanpa arah sambil window shopping is the best theraphy for me
semoga semuanya elok2 saja. amin.

disorganize

2009-01-04T12:13:00.000-08:00

smalam g sainsbury, masa da habis shopping beria konon2 nak jimat masa
pastu nak bayar kat kaunter lain
lepas unload stuff, bukak purse
gosh, ada 5 pound je
pastu debit card ntah memana
cepat2 masukkan balik barang2 dalam shopping basket
buat malu je cashier tu tgk semacam. hehe
nasib baik ada kat ot. owh heroku. haha

lagi satu, rail card pon da xde dalam purse. kunci rumah ntah kat mana2. gelang pon ada sebelah ja.
haish, i randomly put my stuff ntah kat mana2
end up tetiba seluk poket ada 10 pound
syiling x yah cakap la. kat mana2 pon boleh jumpa
sigh* sgt x organize. adeh la

im not gonna forgive myself kalau x siap report by today!
lets go dila~

welcoming 2009

2009-01-01T07:50:00.000-08:00

bye2 2008, and welcome 2009

Drop the last year into the silent limbo of the past.
Let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go.

happy new yr
semoga tahun baru memberikan kejayaan n menjanjikan yang terbaik buat semua. amin

daesung imnida ^^

2008-12-29T12:56:00.000-08:00

currently into trot songs. daesung is adorkable^^ luv this performance. hip hop member transformation into trot singer. g-dragon is the producer! ps: trot = korean pop traditional. ala2 etnik creative kot.

and here's fany and yobi duet. something for rusya.
glad wgm menang award. love to see fany & yobi, anbi, alshin, jongbo, marbi, and A couple to receive d award ^^ jongbo won best couple award, followed by ansol. yeay! great way to end 2008..^^

korean name

2008-12-25T11:50:00.000-08:00

sounds cool^^ haha
moon han byul? haha. so im connected to eric moon somehow? lol.
omo eric ah... ^^

My Korean name is Moon Han-Byul.
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we got married ^^

2008-12-18T08:22:00.000-08:00

as joongbo couple "divorced" last week, muish wont be subbing wgm anymore.
i started watch we got married last year, as a shinhwa fan
and yes, i love solbi and andy the most.
wgm did lost its touch and facing drop in ratings when they leaved
hyungjoong and hwangbo saved the show, with hyunjoong witty trademark n unexpected speech
love their honest and realistic relationship =)
will be missing u guys, damn much
thanks muish, providing the subs, without u we wouldnt be in sync with korean fans.
this probably the last episode for us to watch, if all subbers refused to receive d baton
which i hope not, cuz kangin and lee yoon ji will be pairing up as newly weds^^
great addition tho, elf will go crazy, obviously including me. hehe

hwangbo bestfriend, junjin might be replacing ant couple~ yehaa. 2 of my fav groups in a show!go shinhwa, go suju!

twilight

2008-12-12T07:27:00.000-08:00

twilight. couple of days back, 2 of my best friends asyik ckp pasal twilight
ecah tanya da tgk twilight belum. dia cakap best gila
tasha, asal online ja mesti ckp pasal kehenseman Edward Cullen. pastu smalam dia sedih, bila tanya knapa, sbb tgh baca part sedeyh twilight. siap cakap novel tu sold out. cayalah. thanks to edward cullen, org mesia makin suka membaca. (aritu baca statistik, setahun org msia baca 2 buku. adeh2).
memula tau pasal cita ni, i tot it wud be seram gila. pastu tasha cakap x takut, lega. bolehla tgk camni.
maka semalam, tgkla cita twilight ni.
n couldnt agree more, tasha. hotness explodes!! haha
adehla, sgt best ok.
"i cud read people's mind, except u"
"is there something wrong with me?"
"im telling u i can read minds, n u say is there anything wrong with u?"
n suka part vampire family main besbol. sgt coolio!
x mo jadi spoiler. go n watch urself. totally worth it ^^

tagged

2008-12-12T06:47:00.000-08:00

a) 7 fakta tentang diri sendiri
1. suka tdo. i slept 13 hours smalam. hehe
2. care aloads pasal tempat tdo. lepas tilam ada layer duvet, baru letak bedsheet. sgt cozy pls. almost evryone pon akan mengantuk kalau baring atas katilku yang empuk. hehe
3. sadly to say, insomnia? (sama la izzah). lately, susah nak tdo. took couple of hours b4 i cud really sleep =(
4. love kpop, ALOADS! n anything related to korean stuff
5. boleh jadi moody tiba2. haish~
6. talk aloads
7. slalu x larat but when it comes to shopping, i cud shop till drop~ hehe

b) 7 perkara menakutkan di dunia
1. Allah
2. mati
3. hilang org tersayang
4. snakes, worms n anything disgusting ( yes, saya seorang biologist^^)
5. hantu
6. gelap
7. darah yang sgt banyak ( again,great biologist huh?)

c) 7 lagu yg paling layan

in no particular order
1. nobody - wonder girls
2. suju - she's gone
3. rossa - ayat-ayat cinta
4. leaving on a jet plane - justin version is simply the best
5. taeyeon - if
6. david archuleta - crush
7. anything by shin hyesung. love his soothing voice

d) 7 perkara yg selalu disebut
1. nah
2. eh?
3. tatau
4. r u sure?
5. omg
6. adeh
7. are u all right?

e) 7 perkara yg bernilai
1. family
2. friends
3. phone
4. laptop
5. oxygen. hehe
6. memories
7. me

f) 7 pertama kali dalam hidup haku
1. g oversea
2. naik flight
3. jauh ngan family lama2
4. x balik raya
5. being vege over a week ( sgt siksa pls)
6. g fieldtrip
7. raya dalam lab

g) 7 orang ditagged!
1. wan surrey

2. wan birm

sebab nama korang wan. haha. n whoever nak buat, silakan =)

happy birthday!

2008-12-09T12:16:00.000-08:00

harini birthday kakak!
so here it goes..happy birthday kakak~
shes's my sis, yet my best friend (kak no pun!)
moga panjang umo n betambah rezki..amin =)
skarang kami da x gadoh2 macam kecik2 dulu. hehe
dulu2 bukan gadoh, cuma practise taekwondo. haha
kakak slalu cakap "kita adik bradik" coz we share d same interests, same way of thinking
rindu nak tgk tennis sama2
tgk alias, friends, heroes, gg, greys anatomy n stuff
kami yang beria n bising
kami yang suka g batu fringgi n borong pirated cds
enuf said, miss u

i have two older sisters
We fought, we patched up. We laughed at jokes that no one can understand. We said some of the meanest things to each other. We defended each other when others won't. We did some of the silliest things together and there's so many stories to be recalled when we are together.
Through some of the harshest times, we became muted to one another. Yet through it all, the coldness will eventually thaw and melt away and we're right back to where we've left it, that is, like nothing has ever been missing...

slamat hari raya~

2008-12-08T05:34:00.000-08:00

hari ni hari raya
my plan? nothing, dari pagi up till now dok menghadap laptop
tengok cita korea n stuff. mula2 nak g uni jumpa lect, tapi its freaking cold. malas nak kluar. esok la g jumpa^^
smalam mak msg "slamat hari raya korban. besar pengorbanan kak ila." *sob2
pagi tadi kakak msg slamat hari raya n write she wanted dan n serena to b back together. aaron lembik. i think the same (kami kan adik beradik. hehe). hari raya still bergossip girl. malam raya, kakak stay up tgk gg n she's back in track skarang. worse when we get together. thats y mak marah kami bukak channel mtv masa raya puasa haritu. heheh
so to everyone
selamat hari raya haji!
maap zahir batin!

tagged lagi~

2008-12-02T12:19:00.000-08:00

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Breast cancer risk increases with age and every woman is at risk.

Every 13 minutes, a woman dies of breast cancer.

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Breast cancer is the leading cause of cancer death in women between the ages of 15 and 54, and the second cause of cancer death in women 55 to 74.

Risk for breast cancer include a family history, atypical hyperplasia, early menstruation (before age 12), late menopause (after age 55), current use or use in the last ten years of oral contraceptives, and daily consumption of alcohol.

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yeah, support breast cancer awareness month all the way~

duit oh duit

2008-11-17T11:44:00.000-08:00

hari ni saya gembira ^^
even x leh jawab soalan masa tutorial
even x paham lecture soller
tapi SCHOLAR MASUK!!! ^^ alhamdulillah
masuk waterstone, grab 2 books, obviously bukan buku bio pls~ yehaa
gembira..lalalala

my vitamin water

2008-11-13T13:24:00.000-08:00

remember vitamin water in my previous post?
hehe, baru tgk gossip girl ep 10 tadi, agnes was drinking vitamin water! "ill have a REVIVE". i prefer spark tho ^^
ignore me, im excited over nothing. heheh.

diari minggu ini

2008-11-07T12:43:00.001-08:00

minggu ni sgt sibuk. even lab bukanlah tiap2 hari,
but still kena siapkan formal report yang need us to think out of the box
otak macam da pening2 lalat dan badan sgt penat, tapi semangat kena kuat!
even with helps of vitamin water yang kononnya spark and ginkgo biloba, i wasnt really bertenaga.
couple of times datang klas lambat, lari n bila masuk klas nafas tersekat2
i was just tersengih when jeff said 'u r late.shhh'
then arini dia announce 'after 3000 lectures, this is my last'
sangat sedih ok. dia sgt berjiwa penyayang gitu. hehe. when i said that im gonna miss his lect, dia replied ' dats what i wanted to hear. cya on d lab next week'
jodoh kami masih panjang. haha

talk about jodoh, am sure kalau ditanya rakyat msia skarang the most hated man, norman hakim sure akan lead the poll. or at least top 3. antara kenyataan ngok-ngek norman "memey n abby sama2 penting"
sumpah x kenal pon sapa memey before this. dia lawa but abby is wayyyy ayu than her. maybe i sud be menteri wanita or something. haha. kak ot suruh me stadi when i was bising2 pasal mender ni. maybe kak ot yang patut jadi menteri plajaran kot. =)

then smalam ada firework. i looooooooove firework.
sgt cantik bila tgk dia spark kaler2. merah, hijau, kuning.
tapi sedihnya, arini kena submit report.
even my kosmet cakap dia nampak malaysian kat firework tapi couldnt spot me.
sedih je bila dgr fireworks bang, enviromentnye sgt syahdu
people bersorak n saye menhadap laptop, mengira size plasmid and berkira2 how narL activates nitrite induction...
saya sgt nak pegi tapi apekan daya...=(

smalam jugak suju 3rd anniversary.
masa zaman kanak2, i was crazy about nick carter, bsb, westlife..
i still love them but time passes and people change..
skarang ada super junior, big bang, ss501, wonder girls, snsd, dbsk..and the list go on
so happy 3rd anniversary super junior. may the saphire blue spirit spreads all over the world =)

nak unwind n jalan2 notts esok, before another hard week begins.....

nota: sy rindu masakan mak. sgt rindu.

hero

2008-10-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

best version of hero so far.
x tgk sgt pun x factor kali ni but duh, they are all equally awesome kot.
dunno who will be the next leona.
standing ovation lagik. ^^

me vs nothing

2008-10-25T06:22:00.000-07:00

gosh, arini i did nothing.
duduk berehat2 tyme weekend mmg sangat best. penat smalam cam x abis lagi.
lab = kills me. duh, da la smalam masuk2 my lecturer suruh partner ngan local.
incik cole has the urge utk pisahkan dimer malaysian.
pastu arini tetiba virus menyerang laptopku. im soooo not the it person.
ntahla. just update antivirus. thats enuf for now. tapi maybe x lama.
maybe kena servis. waaaaa...hope thats not gonna happen. ^^ i need u to b perfectly fine cik laptop.

got myself new contract last 2 weeks, n obviously new phone kan.
mengidam w595, tried online contract but doesnt seems to work pun.
g city, diorang cakap dat d phone is not coming out till next yr. aiseh
yang ada pun contract minutes x banyak. we are not meant to be togetha.
so i end up beli w980. clamshell. ok la kot. ive done with slide fon 4 2 years.
cantik x? hehe. i love it ok.

better stop now.
penat.rehat.penat.rehat.penat...
and the list go on....

sorry guys

2008-10-23T17:14:00.000-07:00

perhaps im being sensive and sentimental
maybe its workloads
maybe its nothing, but
this couple of days made me realized
IM NOT A GUD FRIEND
so to all my friends...
for all jokes that might hurt u
for all things ive done
for keep doing silly things without thinking
for all nasty things that ive ever said to u
for not supporting u
for every lil thing that ever make u cry
for all those fights
for my swaying emotions
for being mad
for not listening

i was wrong and im sorry. truly i am. mintak maaf ye kawan2

happy birthday incik

2008-10-14T03:01:00.000-07:00

ever since i was young, im used to call my bapak "incik"
and he'll responds by calling me "cik". lekat sampai skarang.
harini birthday bapak. called him just now.
tanya dia da dapat card which i left before, so that semua org boleh tulis but then bapak belum dapat.
mesti x habis tulis lagi la tu.
well, happy birthday bapak. panjang umo n bertambah rezki. amin. love u forever^^

ps: its also donghae birthday! happy bday fishie. may super junior love spreads all over d world~ hwaiting!

best of luck

2008-10-13T11:33:00.000-07:00

harini 1st day pmr
i dun even care normally tapi kali ni, my bro ambik
up till semalam, when my sis tanya dia da ready blum
he replied " 80% kot". haha. lagi sehari but still 80%.
haish la adikku sorang.
whatever it is, gud luck nanot
my prayer will always be with u =)
all the best n fighting

-ill keep entry kali ni short, not feeling well. being stubborn x mo makan ubat, tapi macam da xlarat. cik paracetamol, i lost to u this time. perhaps, im still budak kampung yang x biasa ngan weather uk. haha.

from ashes to ashes....

2008-09-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

22 ramadhan
pagi smalam, pkl 1 camtu mak chaq fon, cakap pak chaq da kritikal.
terus mak gerak me n kak no, g hospital
sampai hospital, mmg tgk da teruk
lepas tu pinaz tanya "kak ila, kalau mesin tu tunjuk straight je line dia, bukan ke...."
n aku pun tgk skrin ecg, semua pandang muka masing2
doktorrrrrrrrrr! doktor suruh semua keluar dulu
couple of minutes lepas tu dr keluar n said sorry
pak chaq...
he was my only uncle sebelah bapak
n semalam was my 1st time naik kereta mayat
on the way hujan lebat. penang kalau hujan lebat sikit, naik kereta da macam speedboat
well at least, im grateful x balik uk n ponteng kelas..sempat jugak jumpa pak chaq
alfatihah... semoga roh dicucuri rahmah

tagged

2008-07-22T04:09:00.001-07:00

mlawat blog2 org, skali masuk blog wan, owh aku di tagged rupanya. so here it goes even da bezaman kan.

one, do you believe in love at first sight?
yerp sbb cam banyak je dalam cita korea. hehe

two, have you ever felt stupid and why?
yerp, bila lambat tersedar yang sbenanya tanya soalan yang x logik

three, who do you wish to see right now?
kakak n nanot

four, if you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
jadi millionare. gila materialstik. hehe

five, do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yerp, who dont?

six, do you like being who you are today?
like or not, im happy just being myself evryday

seven, would you change who you are for your lover?
yerp, selagi reliable

eight, if you meet someone you love, would you confess to him or her?
nope

nine, are you selfish?
sumtimes

ten, have you cheated the one you love?
tidak. titah tertipu. haha

eleven, which type of cars you love the most?
antara soalan yang lemah nak dijawab sbb aku mmg x tau jenis2 kereta. titik.

twelve, which do you prefer from your other half, hug or a kiss?
hugs

thirteen, if you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
bgtau asal x harsh.

fourteen, what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
kesihatan. bapak baru kena diabetes n turun 6 kg. u decide

fifteen, are you a shopaholic or not?
yeap

sixteen, electronic device or gadget you own that you like most?
mp3 kot sbb x suka my lg coklat.

seventeen, what is your favourite fragrance?
paris hilton. touch of pink pun fine with me

eighteen, what gadget do you wish to have right now?
laptop kalerful sony vaio cam menarik

nineteen, if given a chance, do you want to see your future?
yeah, wud be seronok to know

twenty, are you a virgin?
owh, saye perempuan melayu terakhir. haha.

random

2008-07-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

da lama x update. bukan stakat berhabuk, sampai da berwasang2 kot. hehe

bila balik rumah, malas pulak nak tulis. nak kata x on9, hari2 pun on9.

sabtu lepas, dapat 1st bday card. pagi2 lagi haikal ngan syahrul datang bawak bday card. heran jgk mula2 tapi tgk kat envelope "happy birthday kak ila". n i realized its 19th july,hehe. awal sebulan la dik. innocent n sgt sweet je bila baca "nnt kami keja kami beli hadiah besar. " kena highlight ayat tu n put d card in a frame, boleh buat bukti bila diorang besar nanti. hehe. (gelak gaya evil)

last sat kakak balik rumah. 3 minggu balik msia baru nak jumpa (penang- johor mengalahkan kl-london. hehe) balik tu, jalan2 komtar. tangkap gamba sket2 (mengalahkan tourist. komfirm mat salih jeles x igt tgk kitorg. hehe) wif them around, even makan durian pun boleh turn up to be so much fun.

malam tu ada bday party zahirah plus fitri. ktorg yang penat tapi makan tetap makan hehe. apy bday guys! pastu jumpa anak adha yang sampai sekarang x igt apa nama dia. mata dia, thats how mata anak mami shud looks like. bukan macam kami. sepet lepek. (betulke ayat?)

pastu pagi tadi bapak cuti. perasan konon2 anak tunggal jogging wif mak + bapak. hehe. baru 10 minit da x larat. haisyh, da la berkilo2 naik berat, pastu konon2 jogging da penat. hehe.

my happy ending

2008-06-05T04:32:00.000-07:00

just finished watching lovers in paris(yes i know cita ni da berkurun). bila gtau vee yang am watching LIP, dia kata "ala, sad ending". feels like nak ketuk2 vee for that. spoiler betul. haha. teringat cerita mianada saranghamida (im sorry i love u) yang endingnya both hero n heroin mati. cerita tu sgt best till the very last part. arghh! tensyen je.hate sad ending. am not like kakak yang cakap "hidup kena realistik. xkan la nak happy ending je". for me, cukupla hidup je yang relistik, movie or drama kena happy. hehe. heard somewhere dat "my story never ends sampai endingnya adalah happy". kan bagus macam tu ^^

back to LIP, apart from ending, cerita dia best..hero yang kayu. hehe. bila heroin tanya "what wud u do if d world ends tomoro?" dia reply "well, it wont". yang ni xde la tahap hero n heroin mati tapi ending yang aku x bapa paham. dia berangan je ke sepanjang 20 episode? or they try to start over again? ntah. malas nak pikir. hehe.

macam-macam

2008-06-02T10:29:00.000-07:00

da berzaman kot x update..dr time habis exam nak update tapi x terupdate jugak

macam2 jadi dalam masa few weeks ni

*mu menang eufa! kat mana2 pun ada penyokong chelsea

(kat umah kakak, kat sini fairy..nasib baik menang~)

*dc menang AI..yeay! mati2 igt da nak menang sbb simon pny prediction jarang salah..

ditambah pulak aku suka dc sbb selalunya sapa2 yang aku sokong x menang..hehe

~ dr time diana degarmo, katherine mcphee..kali ni menang akhirnya!

*stacy menang af. hrmm..ok kot, sbb yang lain macam x menyerlah sgt.

*george sampson menang britain's got talent.

he's too cute! muka macam josh hartnett! aku dgn fairy terkejut gila dia menang.

mati2 igt signature masa dia nak announce. hehe. prediction yang sungguh x betul.

*pastu semalam g carboot. beli inflatable chair. balik, fairy dgn bersungguh2 dok pam. skali dia g toilet, da semacam. pastu da pelik2. pucat, nafas sekat n pendek2. terpaksa call dr mocque. nasib baik kak mocque x keja time tu. pastu da ok. seram betul. aku mmg gelabah kalau tetiba org sakit. bukan stakat fairy je yang pucat, aku skali. masa kak fifah datang pun dia cakap

"awak skali pun sakit ke?" hehe. see, dila yang gelabah!

pastu nadiah, vee, zaini n aja tolong continue kerja mengepam. thanks guys!

fairy n my new chair^^

ok, nak kemas bilik yang sungguh horror untuk ditengok! hehe

belated birthday nanot

2008-05-08T03:38:00.000-07:00

smalam bday my only bro (kad x pos lagi..Ampunnnn)

wish dia few days back time dia balik rumah. n dia tgh exam skarang (surely sarcastic exam time bday!)

masa dulu2 sgt x suka dia.haha. being anak last for 6 years, tetiba ada attraction baru! da la last, sorang2 laki. jeles x igt time tu. lol

bapak yang jarang g cinema bawak kami tgk jurassic park lagi (strategi memujuk?hehe)

pastu almost everyday pon bapak amik time balik tadika..haha

sampai nanot da besaq skit baru la kurang skit gaduh2 kami

kenapa panggil dia nanot? well, nama betul dia amirul. tapi family panggil nana sbb nana means abang dalam bahasa india(aku yang berdarah aishwarya rai..lol) n slightly changed it to nanot..(salah satu langkah x puas hati? haha)

teringat my bday kad..dia tulis"kakak yang baik mendengar kata adiknya" haha. simple tapi cam comel je

being d only anak lelaki, he did managed to get few things from 3 super duper wonderful sis:

*x reti nak tgk anime. teringat one day dia cakap "kawan2 nana semua tgk anime. x minat la. kalau stakat dragon ball to boleh la lagi"

*tulisan dia over kemas. balik summer haritu, dia siap tulis guna pembaris lagi. tukarrr dik! nanti exam lambatttt! hopefully da tukar skarang^^

well, happy bday bro~ sengil chuka hamnida^^(berjiwa korea, as always)

jaga diri baik2, stadi rajin2, n moga berjaya dunia akhirat..Amin

2008-05-04T03:05:00.000-07:00

few days back, ada terbaca satu blog. and she mentioned ada 2 jenis org..
satu yang akan try verrryyy hard once da decide something, satu lagi yang ikut flow je...
and to be honest, im more likely yang second type tu..
ill try d best once da pilih satu jalan, tapi kalau x mampu..dats it. am not gonna force myself nak buat something yang seriously x boleh nak buat.
masa form 1, pernah je masuk satu skolah kat langkawi. yes, am not strong enuf nak duduk sorang2 kat tempat org time tu. try for two weeks and so, thats it. balik to skolah biasa. cuba jugak nak 'masuk' dengan tempat tu, tapi mmg x boleh.. ada BIG NOOO dalam hati.
and time 4&5 dulu, kalau nak ikutkan result biology mmg x bapa best. result fizik is much better than bio. tapi tup2 time spm, fizik pulak yang lagi rendah dari bio. masuk matriks, diorang letak my name under sains hayat. n i simply ikut d flow, and rasa boleh bawak. and skarang, ambik kos BIOLOGY. as simple as dat ^^
kenapa ikut flow? d reason is still the same. kalau terlalu nak menentang arus, lama2 kita yang penat sendiri. kalau rasa boleh bawak, try ur very best. tapi kalau rasa x boleh, dats it. [tapi janganla sampai x try langsung..hehe]

isk.isk.isk. stadi dila stadi. dila pandai. dila rajin [nota: untuk motivation diri sendiri]

FiELdtRiP!

2008-05-01T00:35:00.000-07:00

kalaula satu words nak describe fieldtrip ni, then it wud be "AMAZING!"

mmg sgt best! coolio! i love biology more and more..hehe

n siap terasa xmo jadi cikgu tapi ecologist! PLANT ECOLOGIST! haha..x tau napa, sungguh excited tgk pokok..macam coolio je Sarah Whild pegang nettle n cakap Urtica dioica.

dgn coursemates yang best, x de la terasa dianak tirikan sgt..lol!

andy yang 2 kali kuyup jatuh dalam kolam

ben yang bila gelak sebut "lol"

ellie yang minum wine from wellies

even kena jadi vege for a week, tapi makanan dia not bad la..(kunun..bila da desperate ok je) haha

enuf said, sgt best ok^^

bersalah

2008-04-18T09:36:00.000-07:00

hrmmm..tiba2 ja rasa besalah kat mak...i couldnt control myself again
few days back when i was on d fon dgn mak, n tell her yang i couldnt stop watching korea..mak cakap "kak ila, mak serious ni. balik ni 3 bulan tgk la korea puas2. x cukup kat bawah, kat atas pun ada tv. but for now, jangan layan korea.." masa tu rasa macam besemangat waja smacam tapi today, again..i couldnt tahan myself!
tringat ayat zaini bila dia x dgr cakap parents"rasa berdosa sgt dgn mak" n ya Allah, i simply feel d same. mak ckp, bukan la mak x kasi tgk korea tapi mak cakap jangan over. its okay nak tgk for 20 minutes utk lepas tension tapi dats it. jangan over n melarat2 sampai 2-3 jam! dgn mimpi yang dapat result x best..ya Allah, jauhkanlah..dan permudahkan jalanku..Amin..
n to mak, mianhe for not being a gud girl...again =(

pelik?

2008-04-17T16:38:00.000-07:00

hrmm...mungkin x brapa pelik utk org lain tapi for me sungguh pelik

tiba2 TERsuka susu stoberi^^

dah nak 21 tahun hidup, baru nak tersuka?

hehe..tula..sbb igtkan rasa sama macam aiskrim stoberi..eh? wait a sec? dah terlupa rasa aiskrim stoberi macam mana^^ hehe..pernah makan dulu2 tapi sbb x brapa suka..trus abandon susu perisa stoberi^^ ntah2 rasanya sedap.. am i x rasa betul2 or my taste da simply changed? hrmm..buah stoberi x pulak ditinggalkan..not gonna be the first on my top list, sbb tembikai will always be the best tapi boleh masuk senarai top 10^^ toink2

hrmm..jangan cepat kata x suka to something..

sometimes, even we begin with x suka..we might end up addicted gilak! hehe.. till now, it have been 2 botol besar susu stoberi in 4 days! no joke okkay..botol besar sini..n minum sorang2..hehe..oh susu stoberiku! thanks to vee yang dragged me into this new addict! hehe..kalau dia baca mesti bangga^^

essayku!

2008-03-10T17:24:00.000-07:00

due date essay kali ni on thrusday..n still x siap lagi, as always..
pastu, siap boleh main2 u tube, tgk video2 super junior...so addictive, trust me
crap! bape kali nak tgk? i need to focus! argh~ hate myself for this
org cakap, compare diri sendiri ngan org lain..smangat nak compete tu ade..
n i did not compare my work wif nadiah, yang da siap half way thru..bad side of me again!
apekah g compare ngan jade yang x buat lagi..
die mat saleh ok, kejap je da boleh siap essay yang superb!
tambah pulak ngan incik adam yang x buat jugak...betambah merilekskan diriku!
come on dila..compare dgn org yang da siap pls!
argh! i hate myself! wake up dear

happy birhday nad!

2008-02-17T12:19:00.000-08:00

happy 21st bday nadiah! this post speacially dedicated to u

mood saye can get fluctuated easily!

saye mmg ade bad temper, tapi senyum je awak tahan kan..

kat sini, kite xde family nak tolong tgk2 kan...

we only have each other...

u sleep ~4 hours or less than that...but ur spirit mmg sgt tinggi..

n u r way too strong inside...

u'll always be there when i need someone..

but whenever u fell down..

u wont let people know..

awak x nak bebankan org lain..

n saye tahu..bile awak sedih..

or feeling down...

awak ngadu kat Allah...

n i just want u to know..

how special u r..

n betapa saye besyukur dapat kawan sebaik awak

1st POst!!

2008-02-06T12:59:00.000-08:00

alhamdulillah...i used to read cerpen n other ppl pny blog..n finally, here goes my 1st official blog. obviously, i x pandai nak jiwang2 or tulis ayat sedap2..
kadang2 i wonder, how come bloggers have loads of ideas nak combine words n make it sungguh sedap untuk dibaca! lovely! even guna fully bahasa melayu or mix wif english, it really make me terasa sampai hati! but bila i tulis, seriously i sound sooooo skema!
biarlah..afterall, i dun think ppl will read my blog! so, ni macam my personal diary! [personal la sangat..hehe]
harini, kena present~ n seriously i rasa sgt cuak! presentation in front of local ppl sgt mencabar!
i can detect my trembling voice tapi i have no idea on way to control dat! ooo- emm- geee!!!
sungguh tidak cool side of me! up till now, i still x blh trima bile ppl say dat i look cool! cuz seriously im not! i even menang award "PLAJAR PALING KOOL" back in zaman dulu2...
i think d word menggelabah suits me better! haha~
buhsan sungguh when i started to write..
n on presentation tadi, i wuz ask for few questions...i failed to jawab one of em...boleh pulak g jawab "I dunno bout dat"...i shouldnt be doing dat! tapi xpela..try to be positive kay! semuanya yang berlaku adalah yang terbaik! =)

-budak x de keje-

world of my own

being me

another side of the world

cause you've got that one thing.

Congrats boys!

someone like you.

Writing with a pen, sealed with a kiss!

twenty twelve!

wake me up when september ends..

interview spp *__*

lalala~

puasa ke tak?

the roommate transmogrification

exam maniac

le tour de biology unit ^__^

when my mouth works faster than the brain!

its beeeennn foverer!

escaping?

countdown maybe?

back in track :P

mixed stuff

13elieving...

will you wait for me please? make it june!

a better tomoro

eid mubarak with love

smile :)

lee dila?

random thought

happy birthday pak incik

return of the dila ;)

congrats^^

tentang alisya ;)

lil bit here and there

happy birthday!

sindrom exam

hari hari tanpa goo jun pyo

happy 28th anniversary

SORRY, SORRY!

from birmingham to london

semoga anda tabah....

tablo awesome-ness

terima kaseh ;)

i am a boring person

and the final semester begins....

random

disorganize

welcoming 2009

daesung imnida ^^

korean name

we got married ^^

twilight

tagged

happy birthday!

slamat hari raya~

tagged lagi~

duit oh duit

my vitamin water

diari minggu ini

hero

me vs nothing

sorry guys

happy birthday incik

best of luck

from ashes to ashes....

tagged

random

my happy ending

macam-macam

belated birthday nanot

FiELdtRiP!

bersalah

pelik?

essayku!

happy birhday nad!

1st POst!!

interview spp __